Leaving the school I felt almost to overwhelmed to move at times. I had just been giving heaps of information over the last 5 and a half months and the reality of "what am I going to do with it" was standing right in font of me. I have changed so much during this school, in ways I don't fully understand but one of the biggest ways (I think) is God has changed how he wants me to look at life - my perspective. I was one who based a lot of what I did off of feelings and emotions, not a lot of solid foundation. Don't get me wrong emotion is a huge part to a relationship with God but people don't want to hear about what you feel about God, if we are going to fight this battle for the Kingdom of God what are we basing it on: a feeling or the truth of his word. So I guess graduating from the school I was left with a responsibility but I almost felt disconnected from my head to my heart - which is so hard. But God knew how much I was struggling and he put me back on the ship where it gave me so much for what I needed! Truly... friends, good God time, sharing about his word, serving, and simply relaxing - so good :)
So I guess needless to say I am in love with ship! I have actually been given a chance to go up to Papua New Guinea with the Medical Ship for about a month in August, helping out around the ship and then also doing different things on land - SO excited about this amazing opportunity.
For right now I am just trying to find supports and just get settled here in Australia, plant my roots and set up camp because this is my life.
He will cover you with his feathers
and under his wing you find refuge;
His faithfulness will be your shield and rampart.
Psalm 91:4
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